The difference between the life I'm living and the life I should be living is self-discipline. Apparently, I don't have it. Working out, money, cleaning. Nothing. It's there for a while and then it's not. It truly is a bummer that i can't get it down. There are so many things about my life that I want to change.
I have about 25 lbs to lose. I'm awful with money, so I need a budget. I need to keep my house clean not only for my own sanity and my daughter's health, but it would significantly help with my marriage. He's a neat freak. I am sooo not. I have an entire subject I want to study more efficiently and I'd like to start meditating. The only thing I do without fail right now is my writing. THAT is not the way to keep my life balanced. So I need help.
I have so many plans in my head, but I never implement them. It's a bad habit. So here's the deal. I fix it. Once and for all I actually start doing the things I say I'm going to do and turn my life around. If I can get me in order maybe I can figure out whether or not the rest of my life is as it should be and five years from now I'll be happy with what I see.
Wish me luck.
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